Saturday, 25 September 2010

Kolkata in September 2010

Everthing has changed ... nothing is the same.....

This is the same Kolkata but nothing is the same anymore. Nothing inspires me any more .... the same places now do not have any charm nor any feeling of belonging

One more day of these pains, these sufferings and I will be back in my isolation, laughing even when I don't feel like, dancing even when I don't feel like..... but my commitments are made of steel, nothing changes it; to the last breath of my life, irrespective of my pains, irrespective of my sufferings, I will be here ..... I promised to be here and here I will be

And till then, these evenings will continue ..... let her have her best times with the new relationships, I will accept it as a punishment for my sins and continue as I am destined to .... After all, this is my Destiny.

Dil Ko Teri Hi Tammanna, Dil Ko Hai Tujhse Hi Pyaar
Chaahe Tu Aaye Naa Aaye, Hum Karenge Intezaar

Remember the Beauty and the Beast, I am the Beast   

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