Daadi Amma,
How are you today? Are you a little free? I just wanted to speak to you
It has been so long since we spoke - no, I do not blame you! you have often called me for a talk - it's my cowardice that does allow me to either leave everything and come to you or my shamefulness that does not allow me to face you.
What do I face you with and how can I face you? A man who can not inspire trust in the person he loves what does he deserve from this world. I have impored, begged and requested but have always failed to prove my love, my loyalty and my faith.
Dil Ki Ye Hasrat Hai Tere Paas Main Aaoon
Jo Gir Gayeen Hai Aisi Nigaah Kaise Milaaon
Naqaam Hoon, Badnaam Hoon,
Kya Mujh Mein Bhala Hai!
There is nothing left for me to do - I am at my wits end - Today's Eid has given me pain that's beyond my courage to bear - but it's okay - Pain is my inheritance, Tears my property
Daadi Maa, Can you help me please? - Either give me the power to prove my loyalty or give me the courage to end my life - I am tired of this existence
Tang Aa Chuke Hain Kashmakash-E-Zindagi Se Hum
Thukraa Naa Den Jahaan Ko Kahin Be-Dilli Se Hum
Lo Aaj Hum Ne Chhodd Diya Rishtaa-E-Ummeed
Lo Ab Kabhi Gilla Naa Karenge Kissi Se Hum
Your Loving Grandson,
The Last Devil
Qaid-E-Mausam Mein Rahi Tabiyat Aazaad Uski
Kaash! Gulshan Mein Samajhta Koi Faryaad Uski
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The way byou are asking for help from Daadi Amma to give u the power tp prove your love & loyalty, I wish i could ask her too to give me the power to trust once again ... to know once again that this time I can depend, i can rely and I will not be thrown to the corner again.
And, if you find that your love & loyalty needs to be proved, then that person is not worth of your love.
Remember that .
wow gr8 comment anonymous has contradicted her own views neither she can trust u nor she wants u to prove your love n loyalty. i would say prove ur love n loyalty to her cuz she loves u a lot but due to "ABHIMAAN" she can not say this to u now be Amitabh of Abhimaan n win the broken heart of ur Jaya... come on yaar life is too short u never know kal ho na ho...so don't keep any work pending or unfinished....she still loves u a lot go back to her..... all the best!!!!!!
Anonymus has contradicted her own views cos she knows she is not being able to trust and she believes that the one who is able to understand the love but scared & not strong enough to trust blindly such pure love... does not deserve it.
Its better the one who loves understands that , that where love and loyalty needs to be proved and not trusted upon, its not the right place to bestow it.
Someone better deserves it.
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