Am I again falling off the end of a precipice? Am I again going down the same path? Am I again going to be left alone in the end, as is the usual end of all my feelings and emotions? Am I again going to be left, clutching to the straws, trying to survive while everything that I hold precious falls away from my hands and is lost forever?
I have been down this alley before and I have faced this loneliness before - this feeling of being alone in the entire world is not new to me but today, for the first time, I fear it - Am I being selfish? Am I thinking only about myself?
I do not know; the questions are numerous and the answers impossible to find
But this time, it will pain me severely - the pain will be enormous - I know it but I promise myself, I will not show it
I think this is a test of my faith and I should give this faith.
I have blind faith in someone this time and I know the consequences of this blind faith as well - if it proves right, I will be happy; if not, well - I will be somewhere
God - this time I place my faith in you and my Blind faith and I solemnly agree to the consequences - I will not speak a word, even at the cost of self-destruction or self-aggrandizement
My faith in you and her is complete - Now let me see the result of such a faith
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