What has happened to me?
I just do not know what's happening to me? I had the entire case in my grip and then after lunch, I just blew it up.... I could not speak a single word - there was some inexplicable pain in my chest - I could not speak - I could not talk - I could not even move (My hands are still shaking)
Why did it pain me so much? Why could I not control my pains? Why am I letting it impact me so badly? What has happened to my famed will-power?
This was my cake - I could have easily won this case - there was no way they could have snatched it away from my hands but today I just sat there while the case was being taken away from my hands - It's true they saved the day in the end but my reputation has been severely dented
My career is at crossroads and I am sure this will mean an 'Under Par' Rating... I am losing everything - I never had a family, my personal life was always in shambles, I have lost the best of my friends and associates; the one I love deeply is in pain due to my actions and my career is in doldrums
I am clueless what do I do... I am clueless
Monday, 8 December 2008
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